reach the residents

[ximilian]

● ● ● REACH THE RESIDENTS

For any questions you want to ask Viveca or Degar and receive an IC response, please direct them here. Please indicate in the subject line who you are trying to contact.

// VIVECA

Hi, what can I help you with?

// DEGAR

Today was gonna be the day, but they'll never throw it back to you. And by now, you should've somehow realized what you're not to do.

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[firstroar]

[Blue listens, but he does not answer; she can linger or leave at her leisure, to tend to others' needs. it changes little of his perception with his eyes closed, given how he can't sense her anymore. or anyone.

how lonely.

with all this in mind, Blue will accept sleep more readily, though an anxious heart makes it a struggle, fearing that in sleep he'll not have the words for his wishes...or the wish at all! the sleeping heart and mind could perhaps seek out other things...could perhaps not want what he wants right now.]

Don't change it.

[when the call does come, the words of his wishes do find him in sleep. thank goodness.]

My sin... I won't ask for that to change. Not anymore. [not with everything he's seen, the repercussions. and moreover...] No matter what...my life with them is over. Don't undo my regrets of the past. Just the one of now.

As I am... There will be no means to fight to change anything, whether I want to or not. I will die unfulfilled either way, and the power spent to bring me here...will be for naught.

If you need regrets to fuel these fires, then take this one instead: I regret...not being here sooner. Stronger. Further away from death so that I may be able to stand properly at everyone's side. Help, not hinder.

Give me the strength to live. To help them. The road back home...you can take that in exchange.

[...]

I'll never see them again. My people. But I'll keep my eyes forward, and my reward for sealing my past...will be something of a future.